What am I? An egocentrist? I am obsessed with myself, again with myself. I spin endlessly in circles. Around my--fear, anguish, the heavy...

Two paths. One--dying. The other: “Laying out my entire life on my knees before you, perhaps you will forgive my black sin.” There is no...

I am afraid of my diary. Diary is consciousness, an accounting of the soul. It is like an attacking light, and I have hidden in a corner,...